[14 Nov 2006|04:44pm] Last night left me soo confused. When I woke up this morning and read ( this ). I basically laid in bed and cried until I had to go to school. Its the only thing I could think about all day. Then that stupid abuse video came on in my 3rd period, and it practically just ehh. I hate this. I hate that I still love him but I just cant tell him that I want to be with him because he'll reject me and hurt me and I don't want to fucking cry about this anymore. This is the first time in the longest time he actually explained to me how he felt. I would die a few weeks back to hear this shit. Now I'm even more heartbroken to hear it because I know I can't have him back. I cant be with anyone else. As much as I force my self to want to move on..I can't. I wish I could just go back and erase this month. fuck october lol

[10 Nov 2006|12:01am] Not only does my head feel like it's about to explode.. I started the job at the interior design office today. I love it. No old people no annoying assholes to work with, just me and the copy machine. I work everyday this weekend..and if I end up working on monday, I will seriously kill someone. I hate working. UGH it's like my life. Other then that, I'm super tired. My day was long. Tonight doesnt feel like a normal one, I feel kinda better about things but more lost then ever. Things could never work again because I messed them up right? I know it's true.

[08 Nov 2006|02:46pm] Soo I finally went to the doctor today. I have a "serious" sinus infection? yeah wtf. He said that I'll probably be sick for a month, even though I've been sick for the past month? This sucks.

[07 Nov 2006|03:02pm] JEEZ I did pretty good on my report card. 4 as and 2 bs...Aloia is a betch. I don't talk to him at all anymore. Halloween night was probably the last night that I will ever see him like that. At this point I really don't even care. It's not like I'm at home not doing anything and crying about it, and even when I'm home or able to think about it it doesn't bother me as much as I thought it would. I don't think its because I'm being bitter I just think it's because I'm over it. Which is nice so don't get me wrong. You would just think that being with someone like that would make things harder then they normally would. As for my life right now..I'm pretty much okay. I work a lot. I go out more. I talk to more of my friends. It's nice I'm really enjoying life. As for my whole dating relationship thing... Ehh talking to guys isn't my best trait. I get so confused and I do stupid things and then I get screwed over. I don't like boys very much. peace

Whopps [06 Aug 2006|12:27pm] New lj.. sundaysnight post comment

OKAY [05 Aug 2006|11:53pm] SO it took me like an hour to figure out to do that my space invite thing. I don't think a lot of people are going to come because of feeling left out or something? I literally invited everyone. 1 comment|post comment

OH and ps [04 Aug 2006|05:40pm] CHESLIE AND I GOT A CALL FROM TONY ROMAS. 1 comment|post comment

UGh [04 Aug 2006|12:59pm] So I went to bed at 6... and now I'm up heres the deal Period 1 Marine Sc II Hon Keane Period 2 OJCT Redgrav Period 3 Gov/Econ Hon Aloia Period 4 AP LIT Hardy/English 4 Honors? Period 5 OJCT no class Period 6 Law Studies Starling/No Class? Period 7 No class post comment

ATL [03 Aug 2006|12:42pm] FUCK YOU FOR GIVING ME LAW STUDIES AND RANDOM OJCT AND nO CLASS ON THE SAME DAY AND NOT FUCKING GIVING ME..TV PRODUCTION I HATE YOU 9 comments|post comment

[02 Aug 2006|05:39pm] Today I did nothing...but make jess and I into gill and his pinching buddy. Lame these baked cheetos are yummy. post comment

[02 Aug 2006|12:29am] I want that under my christmas tree 2 comments|post comment

[31 Jul 2006|11:51am] Lets update the lj. I tried to write in a journal but I feel weird to say certain things and write them down. why is that? I really dont know. Things have been slowing down and taking there coarse. No wild life for me right now...not that I ever had one. ugh but I made cup cakes. post comment

[27 Jul 2006|10:25am] I FINALLY BOUGHT SOME CLOTHES i bought hello kitty folders and note books..hello kitty my new obession? most defn why? because ive been sick and ive been printing out color pages of her and coloring them OMG jenny and I applied for the gilmore guru thing.. 500 bucks and a trip to stars hollow to meet the cast yeahhhh 4 people get to come ;) school cant be anysooner are you coming to the back to school dinner?? you should please? 7 comments|post comment

[22 Jul 2006|12:09am] No job I'm happy. School starts soon. This year better be the best. I think I finally found my place. OF NOT GIVING A SHIT i love my friends post comment

LOL [16 Jul 2006|02:04am] You know when you have random melt downs.. i just had one..because of chicken nachos i ate last night.. how come when i feel super skinny i eat alot..and i dont feel super skinny anymore then i stop eating for like 2 days..im seriously retarded..and my body will one day be a big pile of fat.. post comment

BIFFLE application. [13 Jul 2006|09:09am] I am on the out look for a best friend ;) IT COULD BE YOU so fill out the fucking ( application ) REQUIREMENTS Must speak English. Must love Lucy. Must shower daily. Must no talk about one self a lot. Must be over the age of 16 and under the age of 19. 10 comments|post comment

i hate [12 Jul 2006|11:09pm] workworkworkworkworkworkworkworkworkworkworkworkworkworkworkworkworkworkworkworkworkworkworkworkworkworkworkworkworkworkworkworkworkwork so i have 20 credits and i really think im not going to keep a job..i can get 2 no classes and get a bunch of easy classes until i find a job i love. post comment

[04 Jul 2006|10:13pm] I hit harrison in the eye today and he yelled at me..I hit him because he kicked me in the forhead. <3 My weekend at the beach..i accomplished nothing..except for maybe I finished tony hawk in a day and I ate alot of food... and I went to the beach once... WOO love botha much love post comment

I was sucked in [01 Jul 2006|12:43pm] So recently I realized two things. On my break at work I have nothing to do and no where to go. Then I realized..next year..I have super easy boring classes and I would need something to make time go by.. Well I got my pay check.. then I found out that since I am a t mobile customer..I can get the side kick 3 now.. So I did.. I have something I can rub in Harrison face..and I'm pretty happy about that. O and wet seal opened up again..they have some nice stuff.. its nice to have a job again 1 comment|post comment

[27 Jun 2006|08:32am] Guess who got a b in algebra II honors? 10 comments|post comment

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